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Its been so long...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ( 10:11 PM )
It's been half month since my last post. Lol I've been having lots of fun during this time, be it in the day, afternoon, late at night and wee hours. Haha.
Ooo I just passed my BTT and NUS already accepted my application liao. I'm quite busy during the past week or so with lots of stuff going on, but still I didn't missed out on any fun. Lol I went for SMU interview last weekend and I don't know if I still wanna go there. Anyway my interview was kinda screwed up. Haha cos I hardly put in any effort for it. My mum don't really want me to go SMU; she prefers NUS, so I don't know what to do if SMU accepts my application.
This part is like real funny. My friend's mum commented that we two looked like a little couple when I went over for dinner, especially so when the dinner was prepared by *********. LOL
As for army, I'm having doubts about everything. Its definitely gonna be useful with the things I'm gonna learn, but it seems that our commanders for my wing to be much much stricter than the rest and it kinda spoils the fun sometimes. Lol and everybody thinks our IC is F***ed up. Whatever man, about 10 more weeks I'll be posted to another unit.
My cousin is going to get married in the following week! Time simply flies and she's just 1 year older than my eldest sis.
Music rocks my world! My ipod is full of songs which is really nice and thank goodness they kept me company all this time. It's time for me to lights out and sleep already...
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stressed
Saturday, March 14, 2009 ( 10:24 PM )
Right now, I'm pretty stressed up because I don't what choices to make. Not that I'm capricious or indecisive, but it's really not easy making a decision here. I know what course I'm gonna take but the question is which university is more ideal. The second part is double degree or double major. NUS and NTU doesn't really offer the double degree that I want. But if I'm in NUS I still stand a chance of customizing my own double degree program after the first year. Well, this only works if my grades are sufficiently good and on top of that both faculties must give me the green light for me to pursue my customized double degree program. The bottom line is should I go NTU, NUS or SMU? I think I've ruled out the possibility of going to NTU because I don't really like the culture there and it seem to be dry and mundane. I know that it isn't fair to judge the college in this manner, but that is the first impression it has given me. Yeah, I know NTU has a higher ranking for their business school among the 3, but I personally don't like it there. So I guessed its either NUS or SMU. This is so so fucked up.
Nice day with my friends :) :) :)
J and his sec 1 photo
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A new direction???
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ( 10:49 PM )
Haha thx to G. I think I have finally found what I like to study and pursue already!!! However, every single universities and professors agree that its intellectually demanding and challenging, but its highly rewarding, well paid and its rated one of the top five jobs in US.
But there is still something which has yet to come true. I really really want it so badly...
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It's over
( 6:12 PM )
POP lo!! My experience in BMT is over. Now I'm a private not a recruit anymore. Haha
My first part of my army journey is over and final one is going to begin on 23Mar, so until then its my block leave. Road march is the thing which I dread most. Its not entirely physically demanding but rather it lies in the mind. Its just mind over matter. Pain is temporary, glory is eternal. I'm glad to have my mates there during the march and we all made it without anyone falling out. Baik Mohawk company! I have to say these few weeks have really been memorable. The comradeship and camaraderie are simply awesome.
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I'm lost...
Sunday, March 8, 2009 ( 4:59 PM )
Yay! I'll be passing out this tuesday from tekong! My block leave starts from 11-22 March. I'll probably be quite busy during this time having fun and of course, I'll be spending my time wisely to decide on many many many things...
I went to SMU Open House on saturday and I saw so many familar faces there. Lol caught me by surprise. From army mates to secondary classmates to tj pals. I shopped and 'movied' that day. Everything was packed. My schedule was tight and SMU was packed with people. Lol some of the talks was extremely boring and redundant in one way or another. Haha but it still helped me clarify some of my doubts.
I'm quite lost right now. I have no idea which university is more suitable and I still cant exactly make up my mind on what to study. At this point in time, its a major junction of my life and I'm not sure which path to take. There's about 6000-7000 applicants for SMU business course each year and only about 700 places are available. It's so competitive! Furthermore, some courses from NUS and NTU require interviews while all courses from SMU requires interview. The interview part is really tricky and I don't know if I'll pull it through. Also, there's like a dozen question marks in my head right now. There's quite a number of courses that I'm interested in. I wanna get a double degree and maybe even a double major. But CAN I get it? CAN I handle it? Like the profs mentioned, it's tough but no pain no gain and its rewarding at the end of 4 years. And there's still my SAT. Comtemplating whether to give it another try. And there's still the scholarships. My chances are not high because of my GP grades. Basically, there's a lot for me to consider right now and hope I'll get them settled.
The path in front of me seem so enigmatic and elusive. Where can I get my confidence and put my foot forward?
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Jubilation?
Friday, March 6, 2009 ( 11:03 PM )
Oh yea think I forgot to mention that there's one thing pretty good about Tekong is that the scenary from my company quite nice. It overlooks the sea and ferry terminal. During the field camp the sky was literally enshrouded with stars. Haha
A level results...
Honestly, I just felt relieved that it was alright. But still deep down I'm not totally satisfied...
Fuck that shit. LSE...
When I see you, I run out of words to say
I wouldn't leave you cos your that type of girl who make me stay
I never wanna see you cry...
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tough week
Sunday, March 1, 2009 ( 6:53 PM )
Field camp finally over... It was a rough ride. The weather was playing punk with us, like seriously. We were greated by a heavy downpour when we were pitching the basha tents. The soil there was already soft to begin with and the rain only made it worse. The tent pegs kept slipping out the moment we drive them into the ground. Well, we still managed to get the basha tents setup properly in the end. Ground sheets were all filled with mud and most tents were flooded pretty bad cause of poor drainage which we didnt had it properly dugged. But the blame isn't totally on us cause we had zero experience in all these. Then there was the day when we dugged the shellscrape... weather played punk with us yet again. It rained heavily just when we finished digging the shellscrape and right at the point of time where we had to prone in there for some drills. The end result was mud spa out in the wild. I kinda suffered from heat injury that day during the field camp. I guessed I was dehydrated and come to think of it, I didnt really drink up that much that day. Well, the point is drink up more and heat injuries are highly highly fatal especially when one suddenly faints under the hot sun. Not many people survive after fainting. Lucky for me, I only felt dizzy that day and I knew my body well; I fall out just at the appropriate moment. To sum it all up, tough week is over and I've gained much from it :)
I love my music and earphones. They keep me in my own world and the music is just awesome! I watched he's just not that into you and marley & me this week. Marley & me was touching and honestly, I sort of cried during the last part. There used to be this pupppy which was EXACTLY like Marley when he first came to my house... I'm sick yet again. Down with fever and some throat infection. I feel so sleepy all day long... All these maybe the onset of chicken pox sia! Lol one step at a time and see how things go from now.
Over on this side of the wall, I'm trying to break it down
But over the other side of the wall, you keep trying to build it
I cared enough to try and break it down..
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