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Put it aside
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ( 1:08 AM )
It's gonna be real exciting tomorrow, can't wait.
Siloso beach party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ouch!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ( 9:42 PM )
Wa my whole body is aching. I swam 36 laps today. Lol my shoulder and back hurts right now. My back hurts not cos of the swimming but rather the reverse crunches I did in the gym the day before. Haha I never push myself very hard la. These are ok only and I could really push myself more if I want to.
Now, let's see. Tomorrow's 31st December and its new year's eve! Wonder how my friends are gonna celebrate them. Time simply flies, one year went by just like that. Full of ups and down I must say. I've been clearing my stuff lately and when I looked at some of the photos, it really brings back great memories with the people around me. I've seen how myself, the people and things change. Change for the better? I don't really know, but hopefully things change for the better.
I was feeling okay while typing this post, but I'm damn exasperated now.
Why...
Why...
Why...
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Nice day
Sunday, December 28, 2008 ( 10:48 PM )
I fell asleep while reading the book. Lol too boring I guess. Haha the book wasn't boring, I was just tired cos I slept at 3 plus last night. I went to get a new pair of spectacle for use in the army and I went running despite the overcast sky. Indeed, it was ominous but thank goodness it didn't rain. I ran about 4km today and I could still feel the muscle ache from soccer that day. Oh and I did some clearing up of stuff on my computer.
My sis is back from hong kong. Lol my mum was so worried after hearing the strike at luggage section. Why in the world are strikes and riots occuring? Crap la if not for the unrest at bangkok airport, I would have been able to bring back loads of stuff. Oh well, not going anywhere ain't that bad afterall :)
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Kinda sick
( 1:19 AM )
Slept throughout the afternoon after coming home. I was so lethargic to do anything. Feeling a little sick though. My nose is like a running tap. Lol its really that bad.
Dinner at Aston and I'm trying very hard to read the pile of books. Lol I'll finish it eventually. It's just a matter of when. And my whole body is aching espeically my legs. I can hardly walk around properly.
I will be going tomorrow to get my things and it's gonna be a great day. Don't ask me why, I just know it :)
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Oh man!!!
Friday, December 26, 2008 ( 10:43 PM )
Soccer in the morning was fine. Just felt my legs aching today cos of gym the day before. Hopefully it'll be fine by tomorrow.
Today did some studying for my SAT. Lol its the second time doing it though. Getting kinda worried cos I just realised some sections I do pretty bad. Gonna work on these areas and hopefully I can score well on 24th Jan. Im aiming for >2000. Hope its within my reach.
My friend called today. Pretty surprised and I just felt dreary hearing things like that. Don't worry, I'm sure you can hang in there.
Oh yea and I went to watch Australia with a friend. It was a long movie I must say. I thought it was an okay movie, with some scenes which melted and softened my heart. Actress nicole kidman was pretty and she was kinda bimbo in the beginning during the movie where she was a typical upper class lady back in nineteenth century. Hugh Jackman was cool and he had the cowboy look. Fairy tale ending...
Off for some food and back to studying
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Fantastic!
Thursday, December 25, 2008 ( 1:07 AM )
Today been great day. Great dinner with awesome food.
Thanks to audrey and her family. Even though I feel really pai seh for troubling them. We later went to church. Such a great friend to have. A million thanks.
Tomorrow going to the gym. Gonna make it up for the session I missed on tuesday by working double thanks to someone.
Met a few people here and there lately. Lol I saw my secondary school friend at downtown last week when I went to WWW. And today I saw yvonne and her boyfriend at the airport. I saw di qiang and liwei on the bus while on the way home. Great to see familar faces.
I just felt great today!
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The truth is...
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ( 1:37 AM )
Settle it once and for all.
Its ugly, dirty and dark. Can you ever take the truth?
There's too many left unsaid... There's no turning back now
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Monday, December 22, 2008 ( 10:07 AM )
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
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Insomnia, You caught me completely off guard.
Sunday, December 21, 2008 ( 2:28 AM )
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back I wish I could rewind
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I have made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye...
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How stupid
Saturday, December 20, 2008 ( 7:54 PM )
Gym in the morning and I only left there at noon. I pushed myself too hard today. Some very stupid thoughts came into my mind today and it was something really foolish. Thank goodness nothing happened...
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Heavy heart...
Friday, December 19, 2008 ( 10:16 PM )
A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
There's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes
On big budget now. How pathetic.
First to reach, last to leave.
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:(
( 12:11 AM )
I'm feeling really really really bad right now.
If only there was a second chance... I'll do whatever it takes.
we've run out of words, we've run out of time
we've run out of reasons
it's too late...
it's over this time...
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The past is great
Thursday, December 18, 2008 ( 7:12 PM )
what you looking at?
peek a boo! now you see me!
let's play
time to sleep
I wanna play
grumps...
I'm stuck
pacifier will keep me quiet, the tapes in my hand will keep u quiet
balloons seem to be much larger than me
U want a ride?
yum yum!
super yummy!
I ain't done eating yet
I love eating
My birthday cake
4 years old
check out my shades
I love ice cream!!!
How sexy!
Can you spot me? I'm the smallest there
I was clearing stuffs in my house when I found the photo albums.
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change of plans
Monday, December 15, 2008 ( 11:21 PM )
I didnt go for gym today cos I just realised something. Im supposed to hit the gym every monday, wednesday and friday. But I'll be going WWW on wednesday(perhaps some mahjong as well) and bowling on friday. So decided to change my schedule to tuesday, thursday and saturday. I went swimming instead and swimming in the rain ain't that bad just that the water was literally freezing when I first get into the water. I went to get my stuffs dry cleaned and pants for alteration. I even cooked dinner for today. Lol cooking kinda fun. I cooked 3dishes and with my mum by my side telling me what to do. Of course, it tasted good. No doubt about that. Haha
Lol talking about mahjong, been playing quite often during chalets and all that. It was kinda boring sitting in front of the tiles hours after hours.
Part1
g-r-a-c-e says:
lol
g-r-a-c-e says:
u organise la
g-r-a-c-e says:
jan still having chalet not
g-r-a-c-e says:
i damn sian
g-r-a-c-e says:
jan first 2 weeks i should be free
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
haha
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
chalet book where my dear?
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
need $$$$$$
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
ask jason leh
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
book that one for his bday
g-r-a-c-e says:
YA
g-r-a-c-e says:
i wan go
g-r-a-c-e says:
lol
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
u give me money i book lo
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
lol
g-r-a-c-e says:
sure...
g-r-a-c-e says:
ur money is my money
g-r-a-c-e says:
so u hv money le
g-r-a-c-e says:
go book
g-r-a-c-e says:
NOW
g-r-a-c-e says:
lol
Part2
g-r-a-c-e says:
anw, u still using ur dopod hp
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
yea
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
y
g-r-a-c-e says:
cos if u still using tt hp means we got couple hp la
g-r-a-c-e says:
cute right
g-r-a-c-e says:
LOL
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
LOL LOL LOL
₪【☆Marcus☆】₪ says:
lol lol stop stop i cannot take it ah
g-r-a-c-e says:
LOL
g-r-a-c-e says:
cannot stop laughing right
g-r-a-c-e says:
me too
g-r-a-c-e says:
hahahahahahaha
All these are so so so funny. I just cant stop laughing.
Tomorrow morning gym with nicky. Hope he won't be late cos I need someone to assist me in benchpress and squats.
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I wanna escape from it all...
Sunday, December 14, 2008 ( 9:01 PM )
I once posted something about being drunk and no amount of alcohol is gonna reduce any of my sorrows. Yea I'm right about it. Getting drunk only makes yourself suffer from vomitting and headaches. Afterall, it's just a form of delusion. Problems would not just go away. I still have to face it the following day. It's back to reality. I wanna sleep, lie in bed and not wake up. This is when I really feel free from any troubles. But then again, I will not allow myself to live in such constant delusion. At the end of it, it's still me who's gonna face all of it.
Woke up at 11 plus today. I was supposed to wake up at 6am and go for a run, but too bad it was raining. Compensated my morning run in the evening at bedok reservoir. It was a bad day for running cos it was all muddy and flooded. I'm gonna head for the gym tomorrow. Drop me an sms if anyone feels like joining me. I'll be going there in the morning, say 8am?
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Reality
( 12:03 AM )
It's back to reality at the end of the day. I'm still feeling troubled over what had happened back at home the day before. I really need to let my mum stop worrying about me.
Once was enough. It ain't gonna work this way... it just ain't worth it...
You see, it wasn't enough that night.
If I ever let you go, there will be no one.
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new skin
Saturday, December 13, 2008 ( 11:18 PM )
Changed the skin. But generally quite similar.
Lol my blog now cannot be right clicked, cannot copy and paste. Haha
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( 9:50 PM )
73 words
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You know nothing...
( 12:32 PM )
You know absoutely nothing about it...
Clearing lots of stuff on my computer. Lol realised I had some photos which I wanna upload but forgot about it and I had so many songs on the computer which I never even listen to it once. Gonna go for a run later, just waiting for the sun. The weather ain't bad right now, I wanna run under the hot sun for today. Been a while since I am under the sun.
took this while studying for A levels
my friend drew this. Its nice. Some people just have the artistic talent.
1000pieces jigsaw. This one glows in the dark and my sis did this. Its in my room and its beautiful at night.
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( 12:44 AM )
OH CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!
I didnt expect that. And it wasnt supposed to be played at all. It caught me by surprise. Gonna be watchful now.
OH dear.. I think I should switch to livejournal.
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Sweet!!!
Friday, December 12, 2008 ( 10:55 PM )
Lol last night was the sweetest thing that ever happen! Right at that moment I felt alive again.
Surprise surprise, the girls said they didnt eat marshmallow which tasted like those I cooked. Haha
Watched 2 movies today, twilight and the day the earth stood still. Both was quite nice. I felt really hungry today cos I didn't really had my lunch and when I could finally have my dinner at 8+pm, the ulcers just spoilt my appetite. Haven't been able to eat properly for a few days. Gym in the morning was great and don't know why, I just felt good after exercising. Lol what a rare occasion.
Oh yeah and I missed my stop in the morning cos somethings were in my mind and had to walk quite a distance. Stupid nicky was like 1hr late and not surprised to see familar faces at the gym.
LOL and I'm too lazy to take a shower right now cos I just feel like sitting down listening to the music. But I'm definitely not the unyhgenic kind of person. I even bathe in the morning before going to gym and my mum was like 'why are you wasting my water now when you are gonna bathe again when your back from the gym later?' Haha it's a habit, or more like a routine. Must always bathe before stepping foot out of the house. Alright, that's about all. Here's some photos. I didn't take much cos I wasn't really in the mood, something happened at home.
trying to hide away from the camera
waiting for the caterer
heart shape frame using the hands. quite nice actually.
group photo
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All is set.
( 12:08 PM )
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( 12:54 AM )
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river, and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old, time is running short, and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
And if you have a minute, why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
And if you have a minute, why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
Somewhere only we know...
Right here, right now, my heart is bleeding...
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Do you understand???
( 12:39 AM )
Bowling outing wasnt able to make me happy afterall. Its just another outing, nothing much in particular. The problem lie with me.
I think eventually we learn to define happiness for ourselves on our own terms, in spite of the pain that other people have caused us...
Happiness, its definitely out of my dictionary.
A good test of a person's character is his behaviour when he is wrong
It all boils down to nothing...
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Bowling outing
Thursday, December 11, 2008 ( 10:18 AM )
Going for bowling outing later on. Hope its gonna be fun.
Im so in love with this song just dance and insomnia. It just makes me wanna dance with the music.
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Lonesome, miserable
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ( 10:01 PM )
I'll probably be going to the siloso beach party during countdown for 2009, it all depends who's turning up. Lol
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SMS
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ( 10:33 PM )
My phone failed me again. Lol sms always dont get delivered. Its getting on my nerves!!!
I went to a few places today and walked quite a bit. I bought a book for SAT and its something to keep my occupied for now. Haha and I'm looking for protein and amino acid supplements right now. I'll out in the gym working out.
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( 12:02 AM )
Sitting around with absolutely nothing to do. I seem to be living a solitary life.
The rest simply doesnt matter, does it? I guess that's the way things are and will always remain; nothing much can be done afterall.
Happy
–adjective
1. delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person.
2. characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
You can get the meaning of happy from any dictionary. I wanna go back at least 10 years from now. Cos that's the time when I'm still a kid or baby. It's really a period where there's nothing to fret about. A fresh state of mind with the innocuous smile which simply entice the attention of everyone.
When was the last time I really felt happy? I don't know. Even when A levels are over, I aint exactly happy. Prom that day was fun, but I didnt exactly felt happy. Happiness has been something which is out of my dictionary for a long time and it probably gonna be like this in time to come...
I feel like crap right now and no amount of booze will ever drown what's in me
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Prom was great (Part II)
Saturday, December 6, 2008 ( 12:07 AM )
PHOTOS!!!
prom king
prom queen
beverly, prom queen nominee
beverly, prom queen nominee
jasmine
wei chong
wei chong, di qiang
eugene, wei chong
szejun
di qiang
prom queen
catherine
grace
prom queen, jason
jonathan and the other 2 clowns
audrey
jason, daniel (check out his hair, COOLEST!!!)
eugene
kwang wei
alvin
eugene
liwei
jason
the class
grace
jason, diqiang
the guys
jason
half the class
jason
dont know what's her name
janice
the class
hafi
nicky
kwang wei, soo boon
soo boon, jason, benedict
jean
audrey, jason
liyi
the guys (united nation)
class
ridwan
okay crap, I forgot his name. OH I REMEMBER NOW!
alan
kenneth
minxiang, jason, benedict
WA, all these took me like hours to get it up here. Sorry, I didnt rotate all the photos to the right position and some has red eye. There's too many to edit.
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