profile
entries
tags
links
o.0 less than a week
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ( 6:50 PM )
I cant wait for things to be over.
Surprising sms and phone calls for past couple of weeks.
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
motivated???
Monday, October 20, 2008 ( 2:15 AM )
I went to the doctor early in the morning today cos the rash on my eyelid is getting bad. The skin is peeling... Guess what? The very first thing the doctor asked me "Are you facing lots of stress?" And I said to myself in the heart "You know me best..." Everyone faces stress and pressure, what makes the difference in us is how each of us faces them.
I get real intimidated when people come telling me how many prelim papers they have completted..blah blah blah.. I dont know what I've been doing, but I merely completed a few prelim papers. Wonder if I'm on the right track.
14days is all I have and I dont seem to be myself anymore. Where's the adrenaline to strive? It's no longer in my veins. I dont wanna have any regrets. I do hope its still not too late. Its the last 50m now and it makes a huge difference of walking through the last 50m or to dash straight through it.
O level starts tomorrow. Good luck to those taking it.
Back to studying? Or maybe I should just get some rest.
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
Really really tough...
Saturday, October 18, 2008 ( 12:02 AM )
Things arent as easy as I expected. I always thought that some prelim papers are above the A level standard. But now, I think all prelim papers are in fact the actual A level standard. Its really difficult and psychologically wise I am totally defeated...
Thinking of my expectations I have of myself, I get even more disheartened and daunted. My heart and mind are both enshrouded with fear and intimidation.
Who's gonna carry me when I need a friend?
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
What a day
Thursday, October 16, 2008 ( 10:36 PM )
"I have confidence and faith in all of you..."
Confidence booster? Hope that works out. Phys consultation today and I ended waited ah hour for Miss Lim. But still, I mananged to clear all my doubts. Studying wasnt that great today. Went to airport with grace tagging along. Lol she cant bear to leave me. See what I mean? haha
Watched max payne. Fairly ok but I had expected more from it. Lol Fernando Sucre(dont know what's his actual name) the latin or spanish guy from prison break was in the movie and my friend scrutinised his body. What a joke.
I have to hang in there, its the last stretch now.
If our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page. The last chapter would be about how I'm thankful for the love we've made...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
NS enlistment
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ( 9:43 PM )
I was at airport studying last night when my mum called. Thought she gonna hurry me home or smth, but to tell me my NS enlistment date. Anyway, that's not really my priority at all.
Nothing much to blog about except studying... Kept playing Canon In D while studying, it just kept in me calm and tranquill. Was supposed to watch max payne today, but there aint any sneak peaks. Maybe I'll watch it tml. Haha I need to relax and chill out.
And I'm like super tired all day cos I just cant fall asleep most nights. Lol end up listening music for quite some while before sleeping. Dark eyes Dark circles...
A coffee a day helps me attain my As
And I wish on a star, that somewhere you are...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
forgetful
Monday, October 13, 2008 ( 10:04 PM )
I have so much things I wanna say but i cant rmb all.
Cut it short, I received a service award on Fri which I absolutely had no idea how I got it. The farewell was real great. The videos were titillating.
Shopped around for specs on Sun which wasted lots and lots of my time. lol didnt knew dunhill had specs too. Damn! I want a tag heuer specs! titianium and its light and its cool and its more than just a specs... but that is only if Im rich. Its dam ex la. But maybe I will have it one day :)
Studying at expo is great I guess. I studied more and its much more productive. Time is really short and I get more worried as I attempt those stupid prelim and actual A level papers. I know it myself that Im super weak in many areas. I really just tyco and daniel just happen to the damn suai one.
Stop thinking so highly of me... Im not that great
Pressure is really building up on me...
Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
Friday, October 10, 2008 ( 9:55 PM )
Im doing this post while the farewell assembly is going on. Nostalgia is all I can say. Thinking back, I really miss those time in sch, all those special times with all my frens. J1 bash, class outings, open house, orientation, fun festique, pe electives, bowling training... And friendships
Its really mixed feelings. Seeing all the videos n pictures, I thank all those who did them. And to my teachers, a salute to you all.
Memories are all I have right now. I'll cherish every part of them. Thanks to ALL who ran my 2.4 run with me. It really made a huge difference for me.
Audrey say something like dont neglect your other friends... And she was right. I realised I've neglected many of my friends. You all made my life much different.
Strive and work hard in the coming weeks. It's now or never...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
time is of essence
Thursday, October 9, 2008 ( 8:52 PM )
The week is almost over. Tml's farewell, its the real LAST time. I walked from expo to simei mrt ytd. I realised it was quite a distance especially so when its so damn dark for me. Coffee from coffee bean was great. I guess that helped kept me awake during the day. Today wasnt really that great. I am really tired and time is running short...
I'll be going paragon or forum tml for some shit ass shopping. Why are you people always giving me all these shitty ideas? DaMn!
I need to sleep early tonight if not I'll definitely be wasted tml.
It's a tough journey ahead...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ( 9:11 PM )
can you believe it???
break what only you know.
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
random...
Monday, October 6, 2008 ( 11:00 PM )
lol. testing smth with my phone. studying economics right now and nothing seems to go into my head. oh well, back to studying i guess.
blogging thru my phone...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
study time
Saturday, October 4, 2008 ( 9:51 PM )
Ytd was definitely one of the worse. I never felt that terrible because... basically its just like multiplier effect. It never rains but pours. How true is that? At least it was true for me.
Today was still fairly alright, but still...
I was totally stupefied by a math qns which took me close to an hour and I still cant figure it out. So many miss calls today. Lol sorry people. My phone has no vibration. And I'm having my dinner right now...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
She prolly think that i'm a fucking jerk
Friday, October 3, 2008 ( 6:35 PM )
I walked out of physics lecture halfway through cos my mind just wasn't there...
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ( 1:16 PM )
I lay in bed for an hour last night before sleeping... Just couldnt get to sleep for various reasons. lol I was supposed to study out and catch a movie in the evening. But I decided to ps. Sry.
I am too lazy to travel here and there, it's tiring. Besides, the table at *$ is so small... I need lots of space when doing my revision.
It's the last lap now, I'll try my very best and not let myself down. But I think I'm quite lax at the moment and I wanna do more than what I'm doing right now.
Practiced a couple of mcq and there's so much crosses on it. How is it possible to get 38/40 for mcq??? That's crazy! But yet there are people who can do it...
Back to study now I guess..
the story ends like this;
________________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________________
tagboard
link
Eugene & LiWei
Audrey
DiQiang
MinXiang
YaKai
Jason
Julian
Joey
Grace
JunJie
Esther
archives
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009